A True Servant—A True Master
by Swami Bhaktivedanta Madhava Maharaja | 2021 | 174,865 words
This page relates ‘How Bhagavan tests the Devotee,...� of book�"A True Servant, A True Master" which offers a collection of 128 handwritten letters by Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta Vamana Gosvami Maharaja—a revered figure in the Gaudiya Vaishnava tradition. This book showcases the profound spiritual insights and practical guidance on executing devotional service and addresses both Sadhakas (male practitioners) and Sadhikas (female practitioners) with equal respect.
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Letter 19 - How tests the Devotee,...
How tests the devotee � Making one’s life a success � Seeing through hearing is better than seeing directly � The roles of guru and disciple � The definition of bhakti
श्री श्री गुरु-गौराङ्गौ जयतः
śī śī guru-gaurāṅgau jayata�
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Mā—�! I have received your letter, which was dated 25/12/73, on this past date of 11/1/74. At present, I am fully healthy. You all ought not to worry for me in the slightest. By your love and good wishes, I was able to regain my health very quickly.
It is natural to shed tears in the absence of a loved one, but no one can stay with anyone in direct physical presence forever. It is through crying that human beings find the joy and peace of seeing and meeting. This crying shows them the path to composure and peace. The in-dwelling Supersoul surely fulfils the devotee’s selfless prayers for exclusive service and devotion to Śī . Keep the faith that śī guru and are ñ-kalpa-taru (wish-fulfilling trees) and bhakta-vatsala (affectionate to the devotees). There is nothing they cannot give.
When is finished testing the devotee, He shows him His undeceiving grace. Prior to that, the devotee must remain under examination.
कृष्� जद� छुटे भक्त� भुक्ति-मुक्ति दिया
ṛṣṇa jadi chuṭe bhakte bhukti-mukti diyā, kabhu bhakti-dhana nā den rākhen lukāiyā[1]
�ṛṣṇa can leave the devotee with material enjoyment or liberation. Sometimes He does not give the wealth of devotion and keeps it hidden.�&Բ;
This is the test. [ṛṣṇa says]�
आम� विज्� से� मूर्खे विषय केने दिबो? स्�-चरणामृ� दिया विषय भुलाइब�
āmi vijña sei mūrkhe viṣaya kene dibo? sva-caraṇāmṛta diyā viṣaya bhulāibo[2].
“I know better. Why would I give that fool sense enjoyment? I will give him the nectar of My feet and have him forget the objects of the senses
This is the causeless mercy shown towards the devotee who has passed that test. Whatever aspirations you have will surely be fulfilled in due time. Why would you have to cry your whole life? The instruction is given in scripture to serve Śī Hari, guru, and ղṣṇ with faith, conviction, devotion, love, and attachment. This is why the devotee, or servant, empties his heart to render service.
Parabrahma and ś岹- are synonymous; śī 峾 and 峾ī are identical. That ś岹-brahma, or Absolute Sound, dances in the worshipful mouths of the eternally perfected great souls, the 岵ٲ-貹ṃs. That is why that sound is like nectar and captivating to the heart.
This is why Śīmad-岵ٲ has manifested the verse�
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bhidyate hṛdaya-granthī chidyante sarva-ṃśa�[3]
�(Transcendental sound vibration) pierces the knot of the heart and severs all doubts.�&Բ;
As śī 峾 is identical to 峾ī, the Vedas describe that sac-cid-ԲԻ岹 entity as �raso vai sa��. Hence, that Nāma Prabhu delights infinite universes. If one can go on hearing, chanting, and remembering Śī ’s name, form, and qualities, and the narrations of His pastimes, then this rare human birth is worthwhile. -ṅg (associating with saintly personalities), śī 峾-īٲԲ (chanting the holy name), śٰ-śṇa (hearing the scriptures), 峾- (living in the Lord’s holy abode), and śī ūپ-ū (worshipping the Lord’s deity form)–these are referred to as the five greatest limbs of Բ. If a human being can, over the course of his life, spend his memorable days in this cultivation, then he knows his life was a success. There is no greater recreation than this, nor can there be. In a world of materialists, the criticism of spiritualists will go on forever. One will have to not lend an ear to that and instead proceed along the path of one’s own Բ-bhajana. When you are considered undesirable by the people of the world, then and only then should you know that “some convenient advantage has come for performing hari-bhajana,� and you should hold on to that. This notion has been displayed in the �yā niśā sarva-bhūtānām� verse of the ī [2.69]. You should study this well.
When there is a lack of direct -ṅg, then the provision of -ṅg in the form of granthas has been made available. You will have to keep that all-worshipful Absolute Truth on the path of your memory at all times. It is essential to have this sort of attitude in order to progress along life’s path. One has to perform Բ of one indivisible Supreme Truth via moment-to-moment ԳśīԲ (devotional cultivation), or -yoga. Then you will find bliss and peace in every condition–and no one can snatch away that bliss, that profound peace.
I have understood in my heart the cause and reason you sent your friend to 屹ī貹 at the time of Dola. I understood that because you cannot personally be present in śī 峾, you are trying to make up for the lack of 岹śԲ through hearing. Also, the reality is that separation, or the mood of vipralambha, is full of more sweetness than meeting. Seeing through hearing is better than seeing directly. In seeing directly, often mundane notions come and cause errors and oversights [in one’s perception]. There are no divisions of mundane time in the transcendental realm. That transcendental world is beyond time and space. In that place, there is no time but the eternal present.
Therefore, ī has been accepted as eternal.
अद्यापिह से लीला कर� गौ�-रा�, को� को� भाग्यवान� देखिबारे पा�
Adyāpiha se ī kare gaura-rāya, kona kona bhāgyavān dekhibāre pāya[4]
“Even today, Gaura ⲹ performs those pastimes. Some fortunate souls are able to see them.�&Բ;
This is the speciality of Śī ’s incomparable pastimes. And so there surely remains the possibility that you will gain some peace from hearing about śī 峾 and various 岹śԲs from your friend’s mouth.
You have made much progress on the path of spiritual life. Your job is to present the field of your heart, while the bona fide ܰ’s job is to sow the seed of the ⲹٰī-mantras. By watering it with the water of hearing and chanting, the seed of the vine of bhakti will grow, become a huge tree, and reach its destination: Goloka-ṛn屹Բ. The 첹 and become blessed upon obtaining instructions on how to perform śṇa and īٲԲ from a bona fide guru. In this matter, the mercy of guru is imperative. What you wrote is true: there is a huge difference between those who are sheltered and those who are not. However, I have full responsibility for you spiritually and you have my limitless affectionate blessings.
May you have the kind of conviction and exclusive dedication to Śī ṛṣṇacandra that Śī Hanumānjī has for Śī 峾Ի. I bless you thus, so that you can say from your heart,
तत्राप� मम सर्वस्वः श्री कृष्णः श्यामसुन्दरः
tatrāpi mama sarvasva� śī kṛṣṇa� śyāmasundara��
“Nevertheless, my all-in-all is Śī ṛṣṇa, Ś峾ܲԻ岹.�&Բ;
The word bhakti signifies service to ṛṣīś Śī ṛṣṇa, the master of one’s transcendental senses, via one’s senses which are inclined to serve. This tendency of bhakti is beyond the functions of body and mind. Bhakti is that easy and simple inclination of the heart that is devoid of the filth of karma, ñԲ, etc. [One who has] a mind that has been conquered and that follows the guidance of the soul is eligible to attain bhakti. The Soul of the soul is ʲٳ, and only if the soul can attain Śī , who is the fullest manifestation of that ʲٳ, does it attain its true destination. That is only possible by service. If one is an anarchist, there is greater chance that one will be interned. �
Give your full attention to your studies. You will have to pass with good marks. Take my affectionate blessings. Iti�
Your eternal well-wisher,
Śī Bhaktivedānta 峾Բ