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A True Servant—A True Master

by Swami Bhaktivedanta Madhava Maharaja | 2021 | 174,865 words

This page relates ‘Desiring to visit the Dhama,...� of book�"A True Servant, A True Master" which offers a collection of 128 handwritten letters by Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta Vamana Gosvami Maharaja—a revered figure in the Gaudiya Vaishnava tradition. This book showcases the profound spiritual insights and practical guidance on executing devotional service and addresses both Sadhakas (male practitioners) and Sadhikas (female practitioners) with equal respect.

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Letter 11 - Desiring to visit the Dhāma,...

Desiring to visit the � Chanting without offences � Guru has more love and affection for his daughters because he is śپ � Our guardians favour their youngest and most foolish � The characteristics of the genuine guru and disciple � The scriptures are always uniquely accessible

श्री श्री गुरु-गौराङ्गौ जयतः

śī śī guru-gaurāṅgau jayata�

Śī ī峦 Ҳḍīy Ѳṻ Gourbatsahi, Swargadwar (ʳܰī) 7/4/1972

Ա貹—Mā Umā! The ability to pacify the mind by any means possible is the definition of determination and steadiness.[1] Know for certain that herein lie surrender and auspiciousness. Who does not have a desire to hear the glories of holy places and śī and visit them in the company of ܲ, guru, and ղṣṇ? Therefore, both nurturing this fine desire and lamenting the obstacles to its fulfilment are favourable for the performance of bhajana. In the future, your ܰṛt (spiritual merits) and good fortune will grant you the opportunity to behold śī 峾 in the association of guru and ղṣṇ, so do not let your mind be disturbed.

The unconditional mercy of and guru amounts to all the provisions the soul requires. Souls bound by turn toward ṛṣṇa by the mercy of guru. Simplicity of heart and freedom from offences enable one to appreciate the grace of Hari, guru, and ղṣṇ. Not becoming inclined toward bhajana is the greatest misfortune and the worst of luck. 

Śīman Ѳ taught the world when he expressed His humility to Prakāśananda ī:

गुरु मोरे मूर्� देखि करिल� शासन मूर्� तुमि, तोमार् नाहि वेदान्ताधिका� कृष्�-ना� जप सद�,—ए� मन्त्र सा�

guru more mūrkha dekhi karilo śāsana mūrkha tumi, tomār nāhi vedāntādhikāra kṛṣṇa-nāma japa sadā,—ei mantra sāra[2]

[My guru saw that I was a fool and chastised me, saying: “You are a fool; you are not qualified to study ձԳٲ. Chant ṛṣṇa’s name always–this is the essence of all mantras.”]

Thus this is the greatest nectar of instruction and blessing for the souls of this world. 

निरपराधे ना� लैले पा� प्रे�-धन

Niraparādhe nāma laile pāya prema-dhana[3]

“If one chants the holy name without offences, one will attain the treasure of divine love.�&Բ;

To perform īٲԲ of a fixed number of the -Գٰ, consisting of sixteen names and thirty-two syllables, utterly free from offence is the greatest of all instructions.

You are pained that you would be able to render more service to me directly if you were not my daughter but my son! The words son and daughter are used because there are two fields [roles] in which specialities of service exist. 

And if the soul of the living entity is proven by scripture to be a form of śپ, feminine potency, then what objection can one have about being a daughter? 

गीता-शास्त्रे जी�-रू� शक्त� करि� माने

gītā-śāstre jīva-rūpa śپ kari� māne

“In the 󲹲-ī, the form of the soul is deemed to be that of śپ.�&Բ;

This you have read in Śī Caitanya-峾ṛt [Madhya-ī 6.163]. The possessor of infinite potencies, ī-puruṣottama Śī ṛṣṇa, is the sole enjoyer, and as His potencies, all souls are His maidservants, to be enjoyed by Him. Śī gurudeva is also śⲹ-īⲹ-vigraha, Śī 󲹲’s beloved maidservant. Hence, though as guru-tattva he has fatherhood imposed on him, because he is śپ, he has more love and affection for his daughters. As long as gross misidentification with male or female genders persists, it is not possible to serve the ever-fresh Cupid, Śī ҴDZīٳ, in person. Only if the soul can relinquish from its core, ṣi- (the attachment between man and woman), does Śī 󲹲 bestow upon the soul the qualification for His service, wherein there is no predominance of mundane masculinity or femininity. You will attain the fruit of direct service by means of 貹ǰṣa, or 屹- [indirect service via an inner mood], which makes 屹- a practical or tangible phenomenon. Scripture has accepted the eternity of the object of service, the servant, and service itself–all three. �ṇa satya, tāh̃āra sevaka nitya[4] –the feet of Nitāi are truth and His servant is eternal.�

If the 󲹰첹 or 󾱰 can grasp the matter of their own ineligibility, it means the possibility of their well-being has revealed itself. This is a proven fact. Mundane egotism and duplicity are the crucial hindrances to performing 󲹲Բ-ᲹԲ; they make the soul blind with delusions, which jettisons him far from the path of bhakti. You have written, calling yourself my only “ineligible child�. 

That is precisely why I am so worried and concerned about how you can become qualified, how you can maintain your existence in this earthly world and in the spiritual world. 

जे जत पतित हय, तव दय� तत ता�

Je jata patita haya, tava dayā tata tāya[5]

“The more fallen one is, the more merciful You are.�&Բ;

This statement proves that nurturing, caretaking teachers and guardians favour their youngest, most foolish children and keep a sharp, watchful eye on them. Expressing the feelings of the heart does not require a different sort of language. A toddler’s incoherent babbling is the language of his heart, and that is how he draws everyone’s attention.

Scripture allows for one to employ a tactic of indifference toward those who are malicious. Neglect of those who bear malice toward 󲹲 and His devotees is their due punishment. Disciplined persons accept such punishment in a positive way and are worthy of the title “disciple�. A real, bona fide sad-guru does not make anyone his disciple; he sees them as the opulence of Śī 󲹲, who is the supreme object of his service. Śī guru-岹貹峾, who is ṛṣṇa’s beloved, has conveyed his eternal form to be that of an �ayogya-쾱ṅkīunworthy maidservant�. In the Tenth Canto of Śīmad-Bhāgavatam, Chapters 80�81, in the story of Śī ṛṣṇa and Sudāmā, Guru Śī Sāndīpani defines the duties of a bona fide disciple as follows: “A disciple’s discipline is to follow the guru’s orders without question, and full surrender is the measure of accepting that discipline.� It is by affectionate punishment that the heart is surely purified. Each and every genuine 󲹰첹 or 󾱰 wants only to advance along his or her life path according to śī guru-岹貹峾’s orders, directions, instructions, and wishes.

The delay in responding to your letter is not indicative of your misfortune. The soul’s independence and self-determination are only ever auspicious if they are subservient to Śī 󲹲’s will. Śī 󲹲 is supremely compassionate, and attaining His causeless mercy is indicative of good fortune. His pastimes are infinite and His glories are infinite; it is only by the light of His mercy that we can truly behold Him and realize His glory. 

By the grace of śī guru and ղṣṇ, dumb men become talkative and cripples gain the ability to scale mountains.

काकेरे गरूड कर� ऐछ� दयाम�

kākere garūḍa kare aiche dayāmaya[6]

So merciful is He that He turns crows into eagles.�&Բ;

Even if you are ignorant, you will gain knowledge, and as per my wish, you will try to write articles and poems on many topics. Study Śī Ҳḍīy Patrikā routinely. Read Śī Caritāmṛta, Jaiva-dharma, Śṣāṣṭa첹, 貹ś峾ṛt, Śṇāgپ, and Śī Ҳḍīy-gīti-guccha routinely. In the absence of face-to-face company with ܲ, there is -saṅga via scripture, which, in other words, means that the study of authoritative scriptures is something that is always uniquely accessible. In order to become acquainted with sat-Գٲ (pure conclusions) it is imperative to study the various sacred texts in a calm and steady fashion. This is what will solidify the proclivity for bhakti. � Iti

Your eternal well-wisher,
Śī Bhaktivedānta 峾Բ

Footnotes and references:

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[1]:

Śīmatī Umā Dīdī: “He had promised to take me to ʳܰī, but could not, due to considerations of etiquette.�

[2]:

Śī Caitanya-峾ṛt( Ādi-ī7.71�72)

[3]:

Śī Caitanya-峾ṛt( Antya4.71)

[4]:

ʰٳ󲹲, Nitāi-pada-kamala(4) by Śīla Narottama Ṭhܰ

[5]:

Śī Bhajana-rahasya(3.13) by Śīla Bhaktivinoda Ṭhܰ

[6]:

See Śī Caitanya-峾ṛt (Madhya-ī 12.182)

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